Monday, October 21, 2013
Photography Studios Shoot /Responsibilities Thoughts
I am bringing people along for the photography shoots. I hope to gather six people to go together, six followers. I called up two people. However, I didn't heard much of the responses. I had two tickets to go to for the concerts in November. Hope I could ask people out too.
Should I help that person a not, a person neglected by his family members. He got to live with the elderly person. How long is the person staying there? He couldn't trouble the person.
How cruel is the reality if one is neglected by own family members? Is it that if one person is not of a helping hand to the family, one got to be forsake by the whole family members. Even if one person is asked to be accepted by another family or even adopted by others. Even if the person have a shelter, the person just have to do all the house chores and take care of the person who adpoted the person's to the house. Then does the person have to go to three different places for people to adopt them. :p The person have to undergo ten years living together with the housholds. I understand that even sibilings love their own children rather than be good to their own sibilings. A lover is even greater than the parents, or even the sibilings. I felt sorry to understand in the society people who are climbing up will try all their best to climb up to the ladder.
When they reached the high ranking levels, they will forsake everything related to them, even to the extend to disown their own realitives members if their realitives were not of any help. Thats how practical reality is, all caring about one's own survival. Once, some people have the ability to move out from their own's country, they could just neglected their family members, even to the extend to be able to visit them at their last moments. Is that how life should be? Or I should say? What kind of life should one lead? Who will be the responsibility to take care of my parents in future? Do I have?
People who asked to borrow books from me :p I only can borrow them one book and one time only. People who asked me and ordered me to meet someone who I had not meet. Sometimes I wanted to know how much I got to help them. When deeply, I felt that I haven't so. I also have not enough time to revise my stuffs, my handouts.
I wanted to belong to a click, but how should I able to :P I mean I hope to know and understand? I went to the orchestras and the all the people who are working in adults are in a click and another is a click that had teenagers. However, it doesn't really matter anymore. I were so used to mixing with different people from different environments. I like to work with Big Sisters, Aunties. Cause they open my mindsets.
Thats why I knew that I got to find a way to mingle around? Lets show the dance skills :P I did what I can to entertain myself.
Should I help that person a not, a person neglected by his family members. He got to live with the elderly person. How long is the person staying there? He couldn't trouble the person.
How cruel is the reality if one is neglected by own family members? Is it that if one person is not of a helping hand to the family, one got to be forsake by the whole family members. Even if one person is asked to be accepted by another family or even adopted by others. Even if the person have a shelter, the person just have to do all the house chores and take care of the person who adpoted the person's to the house. Then does the person have to go to three different places for people to adopt them. :p The person have to undergo ten years living together with the housholds. I understand that even sibilings love their own children rather than be good to their own sibilings. A lover is even greater than the parents, or even the sibilings. I felt sorry to understand in the society people who are climbing up will try all their best to climb up to the ladder.
When they reached the high ranking levels, they will forsake everything related to them, even to the extend to disown their own realitives members if their realitives were not of any help. Thats how practical reality is, all caring about one's own survival. Once, some people have the ability to move out from their own's country, they could just neglected their family members, even to the extend to be able to visit them at their last moments. Is that how life should be? Or I should say? What kind of life should one lead? Who will be the responsibility to take care of my parents in future? Do I have?
People who asked to borrow books from me :p I only can borrow them one book and one time only. People who asked me and ordered me to meet someone who I had not meet. Sometimes I wanted to know how much I got to help them. When deeply, I felt that I haven't so. I also have not enough time to revise my stuffs, my handouts.
I wanted to belong to a click, but how should I able to :P I mean I hope to know and understand? I went to the orchestras and the all the people who are working in adults are in a click and another is a click that had teenagers. However, it doesn't really matter anymore. I were so used to mixing with different people from different environments. I like to work with Big Sisters, Aunties. Cause they open my mindsets.
Thats why I knew that I got to find a way to mingle around? Lets show the dance skills :P I did what I can to entertain myself.
Friday, October 18, 2013
Another Self-Reflections
I actually heard stories from strangers which I met? does a relationship between one another could be mutual? This lady told me her experiences with her girl friend. Ladies towards ladies could be mutual but not dominate, whereas guys towards ladies could be dominate? Does a relationship had to be one go tot control another's person.I heard Interesting life stories from guys bikers and ladies bikers. Today the meet up with 4 different groups of friends were interesting. Each different clicks gave me a different views of lifes about lesbians, gays, bi sexual change.
I just want my own time for my own readings. I actually wanted to bake cookies or some stuffs. There was a misplanning. I hope to go out with ccertain people less frequently. However, situations couldn't allow me not to contact several people.
I should stop focusing on how others should be treating me or others, be more appreciative that I mix with certain clicks which I never think I would be involved with. Be more appreciative towards those who care about me, I would be happier. Do I accept invitation from everyone? Just that people don't accept my invitation doesn't make that untrustworthy. Everyone have a choice to accept or a not, just that I have a choice to accept or reject others[ invitations. No one is obliged to be our friend. Friendship has to be built on trust, concern and acceptance.
I just want my own time for my own readings. I actually wanted to bake cookies or some stuffs. There was a misplanning. I hope to go out with ccertain people less frequently. However, situations couldn't allow me not to contact several people.
I should stop focusing on how others should be treating me or others, be more appreciative that I mix with certain clicks which I never think I would be involved with. Be more appreciative towards those who care about me, I would be happier. Do I accept invitation from everyone? Just that people don't accept my invitation doesn't make that untrustworthy. Everyone have a choice to accept or a not, just that I have a choice to accept or reject others[ invitations. No one is obliged to be our friend. Friendship has to be built on trust, concern and acceptance.
Thursday, October 17, 2013
My thoughts
I were blessed such that I could actually go to two different places to learning dancing. I mean I did some movements that I don't expected I could do. The guy instructor praised me for being able to continue. I feel good as I do stuffs I haven't try before yet. I wished I could have enough of abundant more. However I felt I got to feel more appreciative for people.
I learnt one lessons of broadway jazz dances, also another pop dances from jolin. I wished to practice and enhance the movements. I wished to join the clubs. The Spa and Sauna actually deoxidents my body. I have to go out after 15 minutes.
After a few months, I came to realize the truth and reality. I got to let go totally, just like how my friend did.
I had been finding events to educate myself with topics regards to health, like the health promotion board :P I need to educate myself with knowledges.
I wished to work on my memory skills. Also, When i see people could take cabs after their work or even after their lessons, I felt that I were given too much freedom that I could feel aimlessly at times. There were times some of my guy friends couldn't stay till 5am.
I felt grateful after a social networking session, people could hope to ask me out and have a small sharings of the person's views. Am blessed with the new findings I could do. Though asking old friends seem not to be that easy, then I could make new friends and ask them out. I wished to look out for happenings events so that I could be in the trends or have conversations to speak to, and also to be able to enhance my senses of design skills and my good eyesights for stuffs.
I learnt one lessons of broadway jazz dances, also another pop dances from jolin. I wished to practice and enhance the movements. I wished to join the clubs. The Spa and Sauna actually deoxidents my body. I have to go out after 15 minutes.
After a few months, I came to realize the truth and reality. I got to let go totally, just like how my friend did.
I had been finding events to educate myself with topics regards to health, like the health promotion board :P I need to educate myself with knowledges.
I wished to work on my memory skills. Also, When i see people could take cabs after their work or even after their lessons, I felt that I were given too much freedom that I could feel aimlessly at times. There were times some of my guy friends couldn't stay till 5am.
I felt grateful after a social networking session, people could hope to ask me out and have a small sharings of the person's views. Am blessed with the new findings I could do. Though asking old friends seem not to be that easy, then I could make new friends and ask them out. I wished to look out for happenings events so that I could be in the trends or have conversations to speak to, and also to be able to enhance my senses of design skills and my good eyesights for stuffs.
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Oishii-experience.com
Hey It is the Japanese Food Fare Seasons. Someone told me that I would be going for events if I caught of any. I worked before in the Japanese Restaurants. Could I go there Oishii experience? Yeah I were trying to have some times for self-improvements now. I liked to read up on topics related to food stuffs. I were blinded by external factors too often.
I like Japanese stuffs. I could say that I were very curious about new things. I were trying to understand characters from the animation festivals. Still now, I were more curious about accounts stuffs. I wish for more luxury lifestyles. To learn the different languages like Korean, Japanese, Malays, so I could go overseas and travel, San Francisco CA, United States. I also hope to stay at one of the country, Japan or even Korea.
Could I plan to do that and not just dream only. One of my teacher actually told me that he knew people from overseas. Wow, If I could plan and go there and study that would be good. I could learn about different cultures. Is London an art hub or America? Cause I got to handle my life properly.
Now, It was back to my readings. Read more and you can get your own answers. What's the point of keep meeting people if you don't have substances to share? Now I could understand the facts about agreements between friends could be broken that easily. Hmm...... Never mind, just move on.
Do you think I would be swayed by your rejections and neglections. Get my facts and my thoughts right. I have been reading a file that tells me about computer stuffs. I could be on my own, doing things I like.
I never encountered such a highly educated person before, double PHD. We just know that everything still can be done if you are very determined. I admired his spirits of researching 14 hours in his lab. His humanity spirits really let me feel so ashamed about myself. Probably, I had to be awaken and not to live in my own world.
I like Japanese stuffs. I could say that I were very curious about new things. I were trying to understand characters from the animation festivals. Still now, I were more curious about accounts stuffs. I wish for more luxury lifestyles. To learn the different languages like Korean, Japanese, Malays, so I could go overseas and travel, San Francisco CA, United States. I also hope to stay at one of the country, Japan or even Korea.
Could I plan to do that and not just dream only. One of my teacher actually told me that he knew people from overseas. Wow, If I could plan and go there and study that would be good. I could learn about different cultures. Is London an art hub or America? Cause I got to handle my life properly.
Now, It was back to my readings. Read more and you can get your own answers. What's the point of keep meeting people if you don't have substances to share? Now I could understand the facts about agreements between friends could be broken that easily. Hmm...... Never mind, just move on.
Do you think I would be swayed by your rejections and neglections. Get my facts and my thoughts right. I have been reading a file that tells me about computer stuffs. I could be on my own, doing things I like.
I never encountered such a highly educated person before, double PHD. We just know that everything still can be done if you are very determined. I admired his spirits of researching 14 hours in his lab. His humanity spirits really let me feel so ashamed about myself. Probably, I had to be awaken and not to live in my own world.
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