Singapore Tyler Print Institute

Hello this is the first time I try to post something up. I went to a theatre about Girl In The White Sand Box on 29 October 2012. It is about Sha Sha. Sha Sha encountered lots of dramatic situations in her life. People discussed about the topics. the main actor encountered someone that has a serious illness, owned lots of debts, also is an orphan, the lover ran away with others.

 what could a person have the moltiation to continue living if we encountered different kinds of challenges.

I voiced out my comments, put your attention to religion studies or to moltivvate myself to earn enough money to clear out everything and move to another country. I hope to get to learn about the literatures of Poems.

LOVE
"A man s like a pillar, a woman like the crossbeam that supports the roof. A man is like the legs of a person, a woman like the body. A man is like the wings of a bird, a woman like the body. If the wings and the body becomes seperated, then how can the bird fly? And if the pillar topples, then the roof will surely fall to the ground."
"Even married people were once strangers. Therefore, without patience and the effort to understand one another, things are likely not to go well. Creating a life together requires protecting one's home. working and educating one's children. Patience is necessary."
"It is important to make the effort to calmly construct something together. From there, real love develops. Real love means wanting to be with another person throughout eternity. Real marriage is when you have been married for twenty-five years and feel an even deeper love than you did when you first met."
" When love has fused and mingled two beings in a sacred and angelic unity, the secret of life has been discovered so far as they are concerned; they are no longer anything more than two bundaries of the same destiny,they are no longer anything but the two wings of the same spirit. Love soar.
Victor Hugo, Les Miserables.
"The power of a glance has been so much abused in love stories, that it has come to be disbelieved in. Few people dare now to say that two beings have fallen in love because they have looked at each other. yet it is in this way that love begins, and in this way only."
Victor Hugo Les Miserables

Another is I went to the STPI, a creative workshop and gallery. I hope to write my views on these two.

I learned from the Singapore Tyler Print Institute. It is about the globl warming and also other stuffs. I hope to understand the trees and the animals world.
http://fireproofrendezvous.blog.com/wp-admin/post.php?post=1&action=edit
http://www.stpi.com.sg/assets/artists/2011/DoHoSuh/FINAL_DO%20HO_catalogue.pdf

Asean Parilament Debating 2012

Abolish the strategy urge for sexual relations and predicate loyality and consent

Abolish prisons in favour of community based sentencing and other methods.

Individuals convicted of drug trafficking should be evicted from their prison sentences.

Does ideas of consent have to be given?Is it due to the impower balance of thoughts. Those who have better knowledge of laws know how to avoid, no other options to abide one's instructions.Is it the poor will be vulnerable to compromise to the rich? We have to determine the phyiscal, emotional and psychology through gaining knowledge. Actualisation and justification plays a part. We are given 7 minutes to debate.

I kept hearing knowledge is power.

I really hope to loose up, listen and follow.
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My Identity

I really hope to see inside me. So many years have passed, all the academic has i gained from it. I should have realised my path.

Is it should I learn certain things regarding hand works.I know i am going crazy. Cause I am really want to seek survival and approval. I wish to stay in Singapore, don't want to be chase out because of my behaviour. Please let me have some insights. HUNGER, ANGER, FOOLISH. I am always on my own, with little supports.In this life time, what shall i do? Studies?Studies?Or another way out. I just hope to be a filial piety person towards my family, my teachers, all those people I encountered before. I don't want to owe any. For the next five years, I don't really have the conscience to sleep. cause of someone close to me has sacrifice the health and time for the sake of us.Approval, recognition, self-satisfaction. People come and go.I am not a theortical person. Shall I develop to be practical then be theoritical or vice versa at the same time once again.Everyday repeatedly asked myself WHAT DO I WANT?Books reading,newspaper reading,other stuffs.where is my ability till?

What is friends like? Cherry Blossoms
What is family like? A gem and a string of beads
What is love like?A bed of rose full of thorns that makes us be blinded and be a fool.
Some people says it is like a sweet wrapper. When someones finish the sweetness of a sweet, then it will be thrown.Is it like a fried bananas or like a rubbing potatoes?
What is Creativity like?It is about observant and common sense.
Laughter, Mocking, Despising, Calling each other names.It is a crude society.

Cooking
Hairstyling
Arts
Music
Foot Massage
Nail Art
Martial Arts
Facial Massage
Balloon Sculpturing
Handicrafts works
Make little items
Song Writing

Cooking

I went for the vesak day celebration. It was like pouring cats and dogs. I just stayed at one of the temples I gone to. I ate my supper, my breakfast there. I saw several of the books. I was inspired and took some of it and the DVDs too.

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Sometimes, I really hope to post what I learned. Grouped it in different forms, cooking, arts, videos, activites  I joined.

Cooking: It looks simple. I have to decide the quantity of the amount for the people to consume.

I learned how to fried onions, eggs and ham together.

1. I shall sliced the onions into pieces. I have to put a mark on it first. Sliced it a little by little. Then after that, I sliced into big pieces.
2. Afterwards, I got to use the canned hams. I took the least size out by using a fork and a knife.
3. I tried to really mixed an amount of 4 eggs and stir it. Am I like a cat? I should have used more energy to stir the eggs well. The upcoming bubbles coming out from it.
4. After that, the fork is put on my left hand size. I used my right hand and sliced the hams into pieces.
5. All the hams are put into one of the plate.
6. I have to turned the eggs on time to really know if it is burned a not.
7. I waited and really I felt that it is time to turn it over.
8. It is ready to eat.

The total process took me 45 mins till 1 hour to do all these stuffs.

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I kept thinking of the methods to do the LED lights. It is said to be able to put on the waist band, the flowers on the clips. I really have to work and experiment on it. What is the cost and the people needs?
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Hey, I am wodering to be a good friend and love myself more. Most ofthe times, I wanted to try out
such as to go to the shipyard, the horse riding, the forest adventure. Not all the times, I wanted to go and people will be there isn't much accompany.
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I have waited patiently for friends that I wished to meet up. However there isn't any reply from them. Maybe I should adapt to such that it is reality.
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People who has little flaws they know, they wouldn't also distrurb people. They will have to make up in other areas to compensate for the flaws they have. I keep using alarm to remind myself. some people doesn't like to wear a watch. Maybe they don't wish to really care about the time or they know their time in their mind. 1 hour reminder for journal, it is supposed to be able to write finished a journal.

Hey I wished to really cared about my health.
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 I really met a person who likes to give me a fright on the first day. People who are well educated, they   really know how to multi-tasks to many difference levels.
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Therewll be 23 topics to discuss. I can really attend and hear the speech from different levels of schools dicussing about current affairs topics.

Title is : Orange Zest Cookies

1. Measure Flour 200g
2. t1/4 teaspoon, aking pwder
3. Add measure Sugar 80g
4.                      Salt 10g
5. Add /orange zest Rub/mix
6. Add Butter 100g: Mix well
7. Add Chocolate Chips 60g - 80g
8. Add Milk
9. Add 1 Egg

Chemicals will react and it will bcome nicer.This is a first try and my cookies turn up to be salty.

To go to travel, we need to do several stuffs, the measurements of luggage, others too. I longed for the Independence. However Independence comes with a price. It is having a clear and confident voice of truth and justice that inspires the heart of the person we are talking with. All i need is to have a genuine concern. I just have to live with certain aspects of my flaws.

I went to a paradise. A paradise I entered second time in my life. I ought to stay focused. Why am I born like this? Please put a focus. Someone used the strategies to ask a favour for in return of another. Shall i clear all the debts i owe these years to all the people around me. I feel guilty at times, the pain someone make sacrifices for the happiness of another.

Reading, writing, drawing.All these are interests to release my emotional baggage when i hope not to keep on repeating things that i want to ask to people. I really hope to reduce my sleep to 4.5 hours daily or less. Maybe I am trying to keep myself occupied and torture myself so I will forget the pain I have build to certain people, the teachers, the friends I came across. All those efforts that put in me. Please tell me that. No point, i just hope to survive, like in a jungle searching for every puzzles of boxes, people put behind. Then we continue the next journey. A road of path, people put a stop in my life, they moves on after that. we have to move by ourselves, someone comes and goes too. I don't wish to compare no more. However, everyone is looking for competitions.

Moulin Rouge

There was a boy, a very enchanted boy. They say he wandered very far, very far, over land and sea. Don't be fooled evil, a little shy. And a sad of life.but very wise was he. And then one day, a magic day, he passed my way, and while we spoke of many things, fools and things. Things he says to me, the greatest thing you ever learn is just to love and be love in return.

Freedom, beauty, truth and love. Poetry. Life is an awful bore. Living is just a chore. That you do' cause death's not much fun. I've just the antitode and though I must have gloat. Here we are now,entertain us. we feel stupid and contagious. Got some dark desire love to play with fire. why not let it rip. live a little bit.

The Poetry

It is a little funny. I am not those who can easily hide. It is the best I can do. 

My gift is my song. This one is for you. It may be quite simple. I hope you don't mind, you don't mind. How wonderful life is, with you . Well some of these verses, they gave me cross. It is for the people around you. So excuse me forgetting. I have forgotten if they are blue or green. You are the sweetest eyes you ever meet. It may be quite simple, but it's over. How wonderful life is, now you are all gone. Continental. It is opulent, tremendous, stupendous, gargantuan bedazzlement, a sensual ravishment. No words in the ravaniculent.

A story about a time, a place, the people. People around me come and go. I want to show concern about my life, the opportunity's i have. i shall learn to give and not take much. To what extent, should i trust someone. I don't want to be bother by greed, the emotions struggles, the pain of people giving headaches to one another. Also, for me to give headaches to people.

A favour is a favour. what kind of Communication is that? i know i am a very sensitive person who thinks too much and i shouldn't have care too much.

A person phrase of friendship is over hurts, cause they mentions i don't trust person. What really matters? I am easily tired of human relationships. I do have to FOCUS more on myself.

I went to several stalls. There were people making different kind of stuffs and selling it. Let me seen things in a way, I came across the stalls that used irons to make cartoon characters out of key chains, I have seen friendship bands, the ceramic key chains, the photos developed using the DSLR, the earrings and necklaces, the games stalls, the pre-order drink stalls. I have always want to leave a space in people heart, so that I can feel that I truly exist in this world. cause, i just hope to feel that I belong to the society. People just have to accept who they are, come to terms with it. We can only do things that we can do. I too hope to make key chains or even crafts works, it is just like my friend has done for me. A magnetic crafts that can put note pad on it. I shall buy the items at Daiso, some art crafts materials. i shall shop for the things i wish to have. I shall control myself.  Have I ever made a step to BELIEVE in myself all these years. I really do hope that . I shall hope to purchase the friendship bands, the cartoon characters key chains of Doraemon.

I really hope to detach emotionally and don't think too much. Hope, it wouldn't affect my health. I hope to read books, self-develop myself. I hope to draw cartoon characters like the Wizard of the Ox. 

This is really a crude world. I have to learn to be strong. People can encourage you, act as my cheer leaders. They can't be my cheer leaders forever. What is the common level of grounds I have. The experiences, I hope to achieve.

Internally, I hope to get up the courage. April has passed. Don't be a loof. 1 month plus from now, what are the things I can make up with. I know I can do the kites key chains. A cartoon character key chain, musical key chains, the portrait key chains. I shall put my energy to this, cause these are my favourite things. I have to learn to stand up for myself. Don't wish to get scolded for being such a person. Some people want the authority, power, stuffs. I just hope to recognise my existances. 

The reason I hope to write a blog, cause it is a part of memory. who knows what may happen next after I read an article of a jolt to kick out the blues, a gift of hope, people I met lost certain parts of their memory due to accidents or sickness.

I kept hearing from my fellow people around me. Please use my brain to think. I have to use these songs to keep myself moving. I hope to free myself from attachments from friends and others. I got to be strong. Hope no more silly mistakes made in the future

I went to the East Coast Park on 25 April 2012.  I saw many people use the revolution kites, also fishing too. Many people come into groups of 8 to build up a kite formation to fly in the air. It costs $500 to set up the kite. Well, they welcome me to join them during the weekends. Maybe I shall try my luck some days.

28 April 2012

It is about a balloon sculpturing activity. It can be done for functions to charitable homes and to teach people too. 

I had been a very low profile person. I encountered a topic being discussed "is homosexuality legalised in Singapore". I have to start to do some research regarding this.

I really hope to experience to travel alone one day. I really do plan to places, like KL. My mind wanders again.

When will the day I can go Bantam on my own? When will I get to go to the Standard Chartered running for marathon? Is it in June or even September.

I just hope to be appreciated to contribute. I agreed to volunteer for the Ramayan on Wheels. It would be helping a group of family to do some of the groceries buying, to be their time keeper and their finance keeper. I really hope to be a facilitator when times to come in June.

I wanted to push myself, to keep myself busy from my mind wandering around. I hope that I am able to test my extend.

There is the movie that me and my friends get to watch, it is the Confessions of workaholics. I hope to watch new movies too.

NITRUC: 12 hours per week ($8000 /semester), It will end 2 years. (FT) SIDM 6 months ICCL : 2 months for each level

Through the things I hope to do. Last Sunday of the month, there is a health seminar at one of the KB CC.

20 May 2012 Submission on A. R. T , Floral Inspirations, Illustrative Geo, to gain back my interests in it.

July 2012: My Physical Fitness Exam (Takw)

One often has to make sacrifices in the search for cheese. For wealth, then in the pursuit of it, sacrifices in other areas have to be made, like friendship. If your cheese means fellowship with others, then you sacrifice wealth, or some other area. Just as one can't ride in two different boats at one time, one cannot also possess two different kinds of cheese at the same time. So what kind of cheese does one need? Should one give up one's deteriorating cheese to search for new cheese.

Can the cheese really be anything you want? Can it replace the time that is lost? Can cheese allow you to return to your past and to relieve it?

The relationship between age and new cheese is an inverse one. The older you are, the lower your chances of discovering new cheese, and the more likely your cheese will be moved.

It cannot be all these at once. When the cheese gives you love, it cannot also give you power; when it gives you wealth, it cannot give true friendship. This is a simple concept, yet many humans do not understand it and often agonise over their choices. Dreaming of the cheese as a magical lamp; it can give love one day, wealth the next, and friendship on another. That is impossible. When you are pursuing love, you may have to sacrifice money.

Do not let my beliefs perish like cheese. They are more important than cheese. Do not forget your beliefs for the sake of cheese.

It's very much like being lost in the desert. Should one look for water, or stay and wait to be rescued? Either way, the chances of success are fifty-fifty. There's also a big element of luck in either choice.

Change happens. But who keeps moving your cheese?
Anticipate change.
Be careful of those who reach for my cheese.

Monitor change.
Let your cheese grow old, but do not grow old with it.

Change.
Beliefs are more important than cheese. Do not give up your philosophy of life for a piece of cheese.

I choose to live life, and my life, and all that is wonderful in it, has become my cheese. I'm not afraid that my cheese will be moved because my cheese is my ideas and thoughts. Ideas and thoughts can be copied and multiplied, so no one is able to, or will want to, take them away.

But many of us choose desires, thus our cheese is the fufillment of these desires. The more cheese there is, the more we desire. But such desires are contradictory by nature, and the different cheeses are mutually exclusive. You can only have one or the other, but not both. And in pursuing our cheese, we often have to protect our cheese from being moved by others.

Hypocrisy is to sincerely express something that's untrue. A higher form of hypocrisy is to sincerely say only half a truth. For example, the cheese arguments say, 'Your cheese will always be moved, so be prepared to search for new cheese. You should not grumble or even harbour any other thoughts. To ponder over the issue is wrong! Such an arguement is hypocritical.

The world, and the rules by which it works, are defined by the incumbents. The law of the jungle still applies, even in the civilised world, with the strong dominating the weak. The strong will use their cheese to build a world according to their desires. The weak will just have to search continuously for cheese to fulfil the desires of the strong.

Hypocrites, they encourage others to do the opposite of what they believe. "what is hypocrisy? It is to sincerely tell half-truths."

By David Brooks
The New York Times

The intensity of competition becomes a proxy for value . what is really a good monopolists? Instead of being fastest around the tracks everybody knows, they adaptively move through wildnesses no body knows.

Regardless of their intrinsic interests. Instead of wandering around strange domains, they have to prudentially apportion their time, making productive use of each hour.

They get engulfed in a tit-for-tat competition to win the news cycle. Instead of being new and authentic, they become artificial mirror opposites of their opponents.

Competition has trumped value-creation. In this and other ways, the competitive arena undermines inovation.

We live in a culture that nurtures competitive skills. And they are necessary: Discipline, rigour and reliability. But it is probably a good idea to try to supplement them with skills of the creative monopolist: Alertness, independence and the ability to reclaim forgotten traditions.

My Favourite Things
Maria

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittensv Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittensBrown paper packages tied up with stringsThese are a few of my favourite thingsCream coloured ponnies and crisp apple streudlesDoorbells and slaybells and schnitzel with noodlesWild geese that fly with the moon on their wingsThese are a few of my favourite thingsGirls in white dresses with blue satin sashesSnowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashesSilver white winter that melts into springThese are a few of my favourite thingsWhen the dog bites, when the bee stingsWhen I'm feeling sadI simply remember my favourite thingsAnd then I don't feel so bad

I Have Confidence
Maria

What will this day be like, I wonderWhat will my future be, I wonderIt could be so excitingTo be out to the world, to be freeMy heart should be wildly rejoicingOh, what's the matter with meI've always long for adventureTo do the things I've never daredAnd here I'm pleasing adventureThen why am I so scaredA captain with seven childrenWhat's so fearsome about that
Oh, I must stop this doubts, all this worriesIf I don't I just know I'll turn backI must dream of the things I am seekingI am seeking the courage I lackThe courage to serve them with relianceFace my mistakes without defianceShow them I'm worthyAnd while I show them, I'll show me...
So let them bring on all their problemsI'll do better than my bestI have confidence they'll put me to the testBut I'll make them see I have confidence in meSomehow I will impress themI will be firm but kindAnd all those children, heaven bless themThey will look up to me and mind meWith each step I'm almost certainEverything will turn out findI have confidence, the world can all be mineThey'll have to agree I have confidence in me
I have confidence in sunshineI have confidence in rainI have confidence that spring will come againBesides which you see I have confidence in meStrength doesn't lie in numbersStrength doesn't lie in wealthStrength lies in nights of peaceful slumbersWhen you wake up, wake up!It's healthyAll I trust I leave my heart toAll I trust becomes my ownI have confidence, in confidence alone(Oh help........)I have confidence, in confidence aloneBesides which you see I have confidence in me

The Sound of Music
Maria

My day in the hills has come to an end, I knowThe sun has come out to tell me it's time to goBut deep in the dark green shadowsAre voices that urge me to staySo I pause and I wait and I listenFor one more sound, for one more lovely thingThat the hills might say...
The hills are alive with the sound of musicWith songs they have sung for a thousand yearsThe hills fill my heart with the sound of musicMy heart wants to sing every song it hearsMy heart wants to beat like the wings of the birdsthat rise from the lake to the treesMy heart wants to sigh like a chimethat flies from a church on a breezeTo laugh like a brook when it trips and fallsover stones on its wayTo sing through the nightlike a lark who is learning to prayI go to the hills when my heart is lonelyI know I will hear what I've heard beforeMy heart will be blessed with the sound of musicAnd I'll sing once more