I have been collecting news and articles. Yeah I got this thought that I hope to be able to overseas and take nice scenery photographs and understand the cultures. I wanted to know if any of the jobs I were holding could lead me there, to train me there to interact with different cultures of people. I were thinking there were opportunities lying ahead, to catch hold of a job for the next few years or even a pet that I know of it. Or probably those jobs I didn't quit I still could go back. If not I got to search again. I shall wait. I also don't wish people to wait. I wish too to just finish my stuffs and can go off. Then I wouldn't need to handle human relationships. If not there were too many stuffs I exposed to. I got human relationships need to handle.
I am giving myself space to reorganized my thoughts and my spaces, so certain activites I wouldn't go though I knew it would help in certain ways.
Monday, November 25, 2013
Sunday, November 24, 2013
Self-Coaching
I coach myself to understand my brain and me.
- My emotional well-beings and the contradicting things one will do if physical pain occurs.
- I want to take a step backwards. Then I can go all the way.
- I hope to be able to accept deadlines in the near future.
- What could I do? How should I be trained in it? 6 months of trainings? Should I take up more or others? Or continue the tasks at hands first?
- I already had the concepts of my name with my logos. What's the next step I could do with?
- I have done several concepts of drawings for custom made clothes though.
- Nowadays, the computer and my hobbies are my best friends. These are the most reliable tools :P
- I care for someone sometimes more than I do. Now I have to care about things I can do.
- I hope to have videos of my own doing some stuffs.
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Food for thoughts
Ingredients:
1. Eggs
2. Ginger
3. Chilli
4. Cabbages and carrots mixed with prepared fried onions
Ingredients
1. Some Seaweed Meat
2. Nuggets
Ingredients:
Salmon mixed with mushrooms and ate with buns could be useful.
I just wish to know about smashed salmon and mushrooms rolled into a sushi seaweed form
will be nice :P
1. Eggs
2. Ginger
3. Chilli
4. Cabbages and carrots mixed with prepared fried onions
Ingredients
1. Some Seaweed Meat
2. Nuggets
Ingredients:
Salmon mixed with mushrooms and ate with buns could be useful.
I just wish to know about smashed salmon and mushrooms rolled into a sushi seaweed form
will be nice :P
Friday, November 22, 2013
Soups with some green celery and duck breast meat /Avocado Deserts
I drank my family's soups that were really made me feel the warmth.
Ingredients:
1 Bag of Celery $1.50
1 Tomatoe $1
2 Potatoes $1
1 Onion /2 $1
Rice:$4.80
It is a simple meal. It is shared with three people.
The celery with the potatoes served in a small bowl of rice keeps my heart really full. It exists in my throat. I wonder if duck breast meat put in were considered strong? Were it even be great if carrots or corns or even turkeys mixed with bacons were mixed with the soups. I think I try the taste before.. Yeah, it reminds me of a friend though. Suddenly I just feel that should I move another step closer to understand his intelligence findings more? The person did prepare his own dishes before.
Now, Everyone is unique.
The Avocadoes blended into a pudding desserts made me really feel so sweet in my tongue. Don't be mistaken, I actually meant they added some sugar syrup which I tasted and feel so SWEET.
Wow, Avocadoes could mix with durians or even ice-cream for desserts. I have not yet experienced with Avocadoes and Mangoes pudding.Apple and carrot juice. wolfberries mixed with tea? Could it be chrysanthemum tea?
Hmm... I can put my trust in my tastebuds and food. Oh... Yummy It is in the middle of mid-night, just still feel awake.
Ingredients:
1 Bag of Celery $1.50
1 Tomatoe $1
2 Potatoes $1
1 Onion /2 $1
Rice:$4.80
It is a simple meal. It is shared with three people.
The celery with the potatoes served in a small bowl of rice keeps my heart really full. It exists in my throat. I wonder if duck breast meat put in were considered strong? Were it even be great if carrots or corns or even turkeys mixed with bacons were mixed with the soups. I think I try the taste before.. Yeah, it reminds me of a friend though. Suddenly I just feel that should I move another step closer to understand his intelligence findings more? The person did prepare his own dishes before.
Now, Everyone is unique.
The Avocadoes blended into a pudding desserts made me really feel so sweet in my tongue. Don't be mistaken, I actually meant they added some sugar syrup which I tasted and feel so SWEET.
Wow, Avocadoes could mix with durians or even ice-cream for desserts. I have not yet experienced with Avocadoes and Mangoes pudding.Apple and carrot juice. wolfberries mixed with tea? Could it be chrysanthemum tea?
Hmm... I can put my trust in my tastebuds and food. Oh... Yummy It is in the middle of mid-night, just still feel awake.
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
2013
It seems to be coming till the end of this year. It was an experiences more on sales jobs and events. Also I took part in a few competition to gain experiences. I have not do much on preparations for the UOB painting competition. I thought my friend is also on my side going to compete too. We shall wait till the next year.
I have tried doing things I have never try yet, going to several places with different kinds of people. Will we ever meet again? The feelings I wanted to know if you will sincere to be my friend or just because you wish to get certain stuffs from me? I just wish to know certain things too. Can't you also do the same as I did for you. Were it fair, even you were away from the pacific ocean. I need a breath here with my life while you were gone. I await your good news on your preparations. It was an eye-opening experiences. I grew my guts to try things or meet or talk to people who were not of the same social statuses as me. After all, We were still human beings. Though there were temporaily there to guide me the most thrice. Probably I were one more of the emotional creatures than most others. That's why I were now the way I were today. Now, I hardened my feelings already cause of all these happening stuffs in me. That kind of envy and jealousy should be put into a driven force. I got to groom myself up. The society only gave more opportunity those who were more pretty or handsome? If I would have more an outstanding characters and even more charismatics. I wish I could have more entrepreneurers spirits and plannings.
These three years, I would be fully driven into my own personal growth and the career paths. I would put aside of relationships. Then I could meet up with new people. This is a promise I make to myself.
I had different mixed feelings towards opposite genders and girl crush, lebsians and gays.
I quote certain understandings from the magazines. Still I did have my own reflections. Also there were friendships too. Maybe I were in my own imaginery world again.
1. Platonic Love
It is pure, friendly and a reflection of the innocence we had in our childhood. If one remember missing a friend, that was probably your first experience with platonic. Maybe it was a time in my primary school days. Hmmm, we still bump into one another.
2. Crushes
Your first crush is one you will remember always because it is confusing yet oh-so-sweet. One laid one's eyes on the person. Probably we each others for culture exchanges.
3. Unrequited Love: The most dreaded of all the loves. You feel for someone and it hurts like crazy knowing they will never like you back. You knew it was afterall a fairytale . They will never like you back due to social statuses.
4. Obsessive Love
If you feel helpless, lonely, are clinging to your partner, chances of this obsessive love will sooner or later to be kicked. Sorry, girl there is no happy ending ending.
5. Selfish Love
Ever dated someone for a personal gain? If you have, you can cross "selfish love" off your list. Hmm. I realized or encountered a few people were like that? Were I fall into the traps?
6. AWWWW Love
It is the heart- melting cuteness puppy that makes you go"Awww". This is the most spontaneous and easiest one to forget. You feel an overwhelming surge of love for someone but not the need to have it. I guess it is that kind of young ladies chasing after fans and idols.
7. Girl Crushes
You're happy to see a friend of the same sex. You are both perfectly straight. Some people get mushy while some don't. It is called a girl crush or lust bug. It is more of awe and admiration.
8. Lust
The mere thought of this person gets you hot and bothered. It was just a sexual attraction, with nothing much.
9. Romantic Love
This is the stuff poets write sonnets about and the inspiration for many love songs. It's sappiness at its best. You feel butterflies in your tummy, everything is beautiful and you are constantly happy all the time.
10. Unconditional Love
This is the most difficult of love to experience. You care for someone than yourself and you are willing to go to the ends of the earth for him. This kind of love requires a huge leap of faith. But with a bit of trust, good communication and realistic hope, you might just go for experience that fairy tales are really made of! I think there were times when friends do that for me.
I have tried doing things I have never try yet, going to several places with different kinds of people. Will we ever meet again? The feelings I wanted to know if you will sincere to be my friend or just because you wish to get certain stuffs from me? I just wish to know certain things too. Can't you also do the same as I did for you. Were it fair, even you were away from the pacific ocean. I need a breath here with my life while you were gone. I await your good news on your preparations. It was an eye-opening experiences. I grew my guts to try things or meet or talk to people who were not of the same social statuses as me. After all, We were still human beings. Though there were temporaily there to guide me the most thrice. Probably I were one more of the emotional creatures than most others. That's why I were now the way I were today. Now, I hardened my feelings already cause of all these happening stuffs in me. That kind of envy and jealousy should be put into a driven force. I got to groom myself up. The society only gave more opportunity those who were more pretty or handsome? If I would have more an outstanding characters and even more charismatics. I wish I could have more entrepreneurers spirits and plannings.
These three years, I would be fully driven into my own personal growth and the career paths. I would put aside of relationships. Then I could meet up with new people. This is a promise I make to myself.
I had different mixed feelings towards opposite genders and girl crush, lebsians and gays.
I quote certain understandings from the magazines. Still I did have my own reflections. Also there were friendships too. Maybe I were in my own imaginery world again.
1. Platonic Love
It is pure, friendly and a reflection of the innocence we had in our childhood. If one remember missing a friend, that was probably your first experience with platonic. Maybe it was a time in my primary school days. Hmmm, we still bump into one another.
2. Crushes
Your first crush is one you will remember always because it is confusing yet oh-so-sweet. One laid one's eyes on the person. Probably we each others for culture exchanges.
3. Unrequited Love: The most dreaded of all the loves. You feel for someone and it hurts like crazy knowing they will never like you back. You knew it was afterall a fairytale . They will never like you back due to social statuses.
4. Obsessive Love
If you feel helpless, lonely, are clinging to your partner, chances of this obsessive love will sooner or later to be kicked. Sorry, girl there is no happy ending ending.
5. Selfish Love
Ever dated someone for a personal gain? If you have, you can cross "selfish love" off your list. Hmm. I realized or encountered a few people were like that? Were I fall into the traps?
6. AWWWW Love
It is the heart- melting cuteness puppy that makes you go"Awww". This is the most spontaneous and easiest one to forget. You feel an overwhelming surge of love for someone but not the need to have it. I guess it is that kind of young ladies chasing after fans and idols.
7. Girl Crushes
You're happy to see a friend of the same sex. You are both perfectly straight. Some people get mushy while some don't. It is called a girl crush or lust bug. It is more of awe and admiration.
8. Lust
The mere thought of this person gets you hot and bothered. It was just a sexual attraction, with nothing much.
9. Romantic Love
This is the stuff poets write sonnets about and the inspiration for many love songs. It's sappiness at its best. You feel butterflies in your tummy, everything is beautiful and you are constantly happy all the time.
10. Unconditional Love
This is the most difficult of love to experience. You care for someone than yourself and you are willing to go to the ends of the earth for him. This kind of love requires a huge leap of faith. But with a bit of trust, good communication and realistic hope, you might just go for experience that fairy tales are really made of! I think there were times when friends do that for me.
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