I went to several stalls. There were people making different kind of stuffs and selling it. Let me seen things in a way, I came across the stalls that used irons to make cartoon characters out of key chains, I have seen friendship bands, the ceramic key chains, the photos developed using the DSLR, the earrings and necklaces, the games stalls, the pre-order drink stalls. I have always want to leave a space in people heart, so that I can feel that I truly exist in this world. cause, i just hope to feel that I belong to the society. People just have to accept who they are, come to terms with it. We can only do things that we can do. I too hope to make key chains or even crafts works, it is just like my friend has done for me. A magnetic crafts that can put note pad on it. I shall buy the items at Daiso, some art crafts materials. i shall shop for the things i wish to have. I shall control myself.  Have I ever made a step to BELIEVE in myself all these years. I really do hope that . I shall hope to purchase the friendship bands, the cartoon characters key chains of Doraemon.

I really hope to detach emotionally and don't think too much. Hope, it wouldn't affect my health. I hope to read books, self-develop myself. I hope to draw cartoon characters like the Wizard of the Ox. 

This is really a crude world. I have to learn to be strong. People can encourage you, act as my cheer leaders. They can't be my cheer leaders forever. What is the common level of grounds I have. The experiences, I hope to achieve.

Internally, I hope to get up the courage. April has passed. Don't be a loof. 1 month plus from now, what are the things I can make up with. I know I can do the kites key chains. A cartoon character key chain, musical key chains, the portrait key chains. I shall put my energy to this, cause these are my favourite things. I have to learn to stand up for myself. Don't wish to get scolded for being such a person. Some people want the authority, power, stuffs. I just hope to recognise my existances.