BornFire Festival

Most likely I went to this festival to try all the stuffs that I could. I guess I appreciated the props and tools I could actually work on it. This festival let me experienced the 1 hour off artists performing.I guess up to 15 people or so. Well, some workshops would not be like the beginner level that I did. I guess I could have been better if I could come much earlier like 7am or so. Then probably it would be another day to mingle around with the people and to try to understand the tricks of arts.How things could blend in well or work with another. I guess i already tried to figure out that even if I wanted to not go. Or to choose to go the next year, I would had regretted it. Probably I had a dream now, to go next year arts festival overseas to perform the levitation wands.

I guess I went for singing competition with a friend. The rest of the three friends also went too. We waited for quite a long while. I wish I could be in for the next round of level or even any of my friend could too. Probably we failed. However, in my heart I wanted to know the answers. Then I just tried to ask for it. Things just happened, I went for trainings in the exercises. The exercises consisted of the expressions of vocal like, low, medium and high pitch level. The OM sound could actually meant something that could be in the verse of a sutra I knew.
I guess I knew that I got to be trained in the basics level like some light walking, the common senses in preceiving. The voices controlled too. Probably even if I got fooled by some people. Or some people played a prank on me, though I could exposed their deeds. Then I knew the outcomes and the things they were up to. But I choosed to ignored and still continued with my own journey. Probably I would be the only one could understand their meanings behind their actions. Yeah I am grateful that people could help me. Time just passed. I still wanted to figured my own stuffs. Things I could feel that had solved. Activities and events would be everywhere. I wouldn't wanted to keep chasing after. Let it came naturally or even flowed into hands too. I need to see things back again. I wanted to re-understand things I did over again. 

Someone asked me to try the dates again to attend the session. Well, I needed to find back the informations.  I am the one tracing people back. I am the one who took initiative to call people up and to tell them about the follow up progressed. I would be keeping track of myself and others progress too. Sometimes people had asked one about the follow up. If one declined, I guess one got to meet the another opportunity another time. 

I hope to keep time for myself. I went to a leader's house. She mentioned that I were her shadows. Her name was lucy. Lucy was a trainer who kept focusing the steps that I went missings. I meant she hoped I could perfect my steps in the NDP 2013 previously before. One year later she met me. She felt that I had changed.  I guess as I had faced objections in the beliefs by my own close kins. She were experiencing business setbacks after her company's maid agencies closed down within 5 years. She met someone who hired her and teached her to close down her company. Probably after that she met such that within 6 months, her boss's company closed down. Her faith would seemed as shaken as she thought the one who was her buddhist god actually be able to not let her continued her job. Her boss actually reffered a doctor to her's father so that her father could understand the surgeon advise and explainations and proceeded to the surgeries. After a few sequences of episodes, I felt such that probably things just happened to understand to conquer one after the others. Well, I am grateful for such that one year later she remembered me as normally I were the one who approached people in hand first. There were questioned being posted such as if you could had invent some stuffs, is there any stuffs one could actually come up with. I guess it could probably be the doraemon's pocket. It could actually store thousands of magical stuffs inside. This answers seemed somehow repeated to people. Another one would be such that a person could have a shaking machines so that the person could wake up on time. Well, be it any others choices, I guess that I choose to be the 72 changes of a monkey king. Probably I wished things could be done at a quick way. It just happened to be this manners. Some people hope to go to different spaces of the earth, the happenings events, the amusement places and to visit people they hoped to. 

I guessed I had a good dialogue. Again, the topics touched on about life and death. Some people encountered disasters despite them actually practised their meditations and prayers. Probably things already happened in their previous life.It made them able to have a longer time to practise their beliefs and then go through this again. Certain things just could not be determined by the naked eyes only. Could I actually blame people or to not understand and refelcted things happened.
At least, I got to expose to different women illness like the beauty of feminine wellness, factors that affected the ovarian diseases. The facial expressions of one's faces could be one was undergoing some emotions, different mix factors, the combat feminine disease. I guessed several kinds of illness I should start to take note as I started to age.
I guess there were times I used to wonder the politics that done by people which my leader mentioned. However, she still could close deal with targets hited of 300, 00 sales targets. Even though some of the oldies who tried to befriend her, fooled her, and started to snatch one's customers away. Would the finance industries seemed to be this manners too. Well, the person just didnt text me. Probably i reflected the deadlines i set for myself was every monday till latest tuesday. I hadn't even submitted. I felt I spent that silly one hour to get durians shelves were like wasted. Thank to the oldies who seemed to be nice in front, but just tell me that this method worked. Luckily common senses told that it was too strong of the odours to take it.

Well, I guessed my eyes were onced opened to the other side of a more positive energy in me. It just happened such that I had to be like the mentors of Ikeda Sensei. Some people mentioned such that the if you could get to him one day, what would it be like. I probably admired his spirits of mixing around with people, organizing his time wisely, disclipline himself so it could achieved an immeasurables amount of qualities. He could utilize an be well versed in his fields of studies.
Or the others side of the Master Jin Bodhi. I guessed master jin bodhi had an energy healing. Or I should said I experienced if a person energy level is high, one could actually heal an animal who seemed injured its wings. I guess such person do existed in this world. Well, I mean it actually could be of a blessings to be once encountered some magazines I picked up while eating my food.
To me where there is places that could give me my blessings and volunteerings to understands some matters. I should be in there.