Retreat Days

I am actually going the retreat for 7days. I just hope not to see anyone from the people I know of temporarily. It could be due to the fact that I have a several headache on the previous week thursday and friday while working for twelve hours the two days.One mentioned it would be good to practise for two hour daily.
Well, I guess I almost wanted to break down in terms of physically, mentally and emotionally.The 7 days actually could let me be able to tidy up my emotions feelings.I were trying to avoid unwanted people who asked me to go for events which hindered me on completing it.There were many events, but were my prioirities at the time beings.
Someone lighted a lamp in each of our heart for us. Well, I felt blessful. I guess everyone were up till today were due to the fact that of the past 7 generations of the ancestors accumulating the wealth.
During these seven days, I saw improvement. On the third day, I could feel so comfort even though I hope to seek accompanyment from people I thought would give me comfort. However, they added on to my severe headaches. Some people just would not be even considerate and compassion enough.They were greedy. Only through have a bigger goal,is the creations that matters to one person.Probably the internal fire would burn stronger.
Well, Emotions, sickness, ego came due to Ego and desires. I guess the Guan Shan Lao Shi actually inspired many people.
I guess when once relaxed ourselves, the physical pain would just go naturally. Hence some people who had high blood pressure and also back pain would slowly be gone. Where some people would feel so aching on their hands. Their hands could move freely without feeling like the needles or an energy pulling them from behind. Some couldn't move their thumbs well.Some see such that the energy also connected them with the family members. Some of them their legs could walk better even though they were in pain.We were sick cause the fact that people were aiming to fulfill the wishes such as chasing after materialistic needs, the possessions of wealth, adding to many figures in their banks.Some of us put on unwanted pressures and stress to ourselves, could not let go freely of emotions hurt, like jealousy, anger, hatred towards people that you could not get well with.
I guess everything is back to self healing.
Some people had businesses who had 15 years of experiences in 5 countries. They admitted that they could not actually be compassionate enough to give the money to the person who came and get from them. I guess the bonuses they could gave their employees but were not given.It showed that after the rain, there would be rainbow.
Another person is an engineer and another one is a finance analyst.An engineer focused on the products to make it to become even better. The finance analyst would only focused on money.The one could move in a long journey would be the engineer. The burdens on focusing on the finance factors would actually had to be had a heavy feelings.Health is wealth.Some people felt that they would come back after the first round of English version and continues the chinese versions.The August consists of the events I wished to go but not tat the time beings. I just hope to take it slowly. However when could I get the certificates though.
It showed that even you could get what you wanted.
Another person actually were in the terminal cancer stage of third. The person kept insisting of working like a workaholic. Where is the wisdom? Is health comes first or wisdom. I guess when you have wisdom, you knew the best for your health.The person only insisted on the doctors giving them the medical cure to ease the pain so one could go work straight away.People came and go.
Some people got their rashes became not so redder after they found comfort in their hearts.
I heard such that one person actually had a daughter who was ill.I felt that there were people who had probably 6 figures and their relatives knew that. If one approached you, and you rejected it.Now the person son also ill too. I guess life is a cause and effect.
When one were wealthy, the person would be guiding so many things.When one were healthy, many kinds of people would come near it.
I guess to me I dreamt I were surrounded with flowers blooming different colours like the orange, the pink, the red ones together.They came together in a form of mixtures. There were animals in it, the animals kingdoms. In real life, the animals actually appeared infront of me.They were a carnivals full of dogs. The insects that looked like butterflies surrounded me.Had I smelt the scenes of flowers? I wished to know that too.I guess I got to stay put, prepare and waited for the opportunities to come. It had not yet to arrive yet.
The musical rhythms of hitting, the burning of the paper, the rolling up like the river in the oceans gave people the impressions that one could be listening to the seas and sounds of the oceans.The fire produced a scent.
I guess each movements had each effects though.