Struggles

I receive a good news and a bad one. The most struggles I think was with health. Health is Wealth. I knew my liver had not been good. My body circulation weren't that circulate well. Thats why I had headaches and flu together, plus stomach crump.I couldn't remember certain things that had just happened. I were still trying to recall though.There were certain informations that that I left out. I were still struggling with learning social medias, struggling in studies and also with work too. Sometimes I were disappointed with people. Though there were a few handful close friends always by my side during my down moments. I feel like going to events which I would feel unsure if I could attend. I would hope to meet people , make new friends too. I felt left out on my progression. I would like to try to apply the techniques I learnt before and to actually to recap. My head is heavy and I dont understand. I just hope to ask people to solve the issues. Sometimes I rather meditate. I couldn't get a MC, cause I rather went to chinese medical doctor. Western medical doctor, I went to see two weeks back. My pay get deducted too. I should have try to understand the rules and regulations of the procedures. It is all right. I will try to see the positive sides of life once again.