Friday, September 6, 2013

Dilemma

Sometimes, I feel neglected y this world and being push around.Probably I should have forge a better bonds with people. I don't seem get lots of help.The only help I could get is from old friends. I just wish to expand my lifes , besides knowing religions people. I like to know people in the interests groups, singing, baking, or others.The only way to establish more friendships is to equip yourself with skills, only way to survive with a country here. I don't wish to be stuck with the little social skills I got.
Maybe I wish to know more buddies friends.i have being working quite a while.Really hope to have more colleagues friends.
Is it a good decisions to work in the army forces, army careers? I feel that it might not be a bad choice.I hope my health can endure and I wouldn't need to care about others stuffs for these two years. If I really hope to venture in others fields,arts, businesses? The only thing I could do was to put it in the evenings.
Have I unlock the soul in my heart? I wished to understand too. I wished to be a welcoming person too that people found it interesting to be with.
Being a coordinator, a middle person is not an easy task. I got to pick up, not being pushed around. I got to do my own stuffs too. I also wish I could do handicrafts the whole packaging.I want to care my well-beings rather than put others first before me.Why should I help when I couldn't really help myself.?

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