Sometimes, I wonder and think. I knew certain places I should not have gone to. Why would fate allow me to be in this situations? I mean I am learning about taking care of my health. I don't expect to be caught in a dilemma state. I mean I would hope to not to go to the further state. That the past generations have gone through. They encountered people of certain industries acted on certain behaviours.
Environments changed a person's mindsets and the way the people speak after they have their reflections of speech done.However, the good thing about this environments are the people are postive. You can feel the positive energies in there. It still give hopes to people who are still struggling to meet its ends in life. The people from another places I encountered actually seem agressive in their selling strategies. I received personal posts. Oh well, Will I become one of them one day once I actually carry on doing certain stuffs. Who should I put close to and be trusted? The quiet ones or the talkatives ones. I have understand others environments would not be as aggressive as it seems.
The people listen to their leaders and not act upon things the leaders did not mentioned them not to do. competitions are still there afterall, we could have been sitting besides each others. I acknowledge the person's presences, the others parties doesn't acknowledges my presences as the others parties have been listening attentively to the talks. I knew the person have been eyes peeking on my notes? Have I becoming that sensitive. I knew my instincts work this way. Have people becomes that selfish to guard theirselves and not even exchanges the numbers due not to invite any inconveniences. Well, I see it as a respect earn and also feel a sense of coldness and sweat coming out. Afterall, business still have its business policies. Be it in schools, in work, in religions, Everyone strikes to bring out their best performances and results. They wish to be able to secure a place, a recognition, a postion in the corporate ladders industries.
When I understand the things that it works. I felt that life is still practical afterall. People came to you only they are looking somethings in you. They would not pick up your calls. in the first place, I am providing them a resouce, then I have to abide to their requests. Don't you think that I don't have a power to say NO to them. I wish the teamspirits will be there. However, I think likewise now. I groom on myself first. Who want to care about the others parties and give the time to them?Only we have the same common goals or our interests are met. Only the time spent together in an activity, then the person would talk to you and discuss your issues. what kinda of attitudes is this? These people are independent in their thoughts and the things they hope to project out to their customers. Fine, I would care much on my own growth developments in the stuffs I hope to come out too. Nah, I shouldn't be sentimentals afterall.
I mean one would ask you on certain places they wanted to learn their skills, for them to have the same business mindsets. However, once these fufillments are met, they would still part on and continue to their main journeys in life. Then it just leave me there to ponder, why in the first place I bother and have to provide for them. Probably, All that goes around comes around. I might wish people would also provide me a hand, like open the key to the things I hope to know. I found that this had been a year that I take and give at the same time. People gave me comments after they see my posts on certain topics. It could be good as someone share their ideas with me.
For people to give me comments after seeing my posts, I am inviting people to start a conversation though I do not know the person's age. They are strangers.
Once seeing my posts, people would like to attend certain sessions with me, I think it can be a good start for having like minded people to join together activites. Still I got to be on my guards as I knew that I wouldn't know things that I done they would accept a not?
I should be studying but I feel putting some personal thoughts here would let me able to continue my journeys to my books.
What about between friends and strangers? Friends who know you for a few years start not to celebrate your birthdays? Or strangers who want to become your friends and know you more? Or even long lost friends hope for a reunion ;P Friends who actually attended sessions of meetings who you known for two or more years that doesn't seem to be the ones celebrating. Nah, I think every meet ups for three sessions would be enough?
After all these sayings, Do you think ladies and guys could be soul mates after all. I personally feel it doesn't exists. Cause there would lies a personal boundaries one needed to be guarded. If the opposite genders are more dominant, it seems it could control the others parties.
Here comes a post by my new known friend:
My Soul Mate of another version: Is A relationship of 2 Adults without constrain of their sexual perference. It must be played in a society of people as 2 persons marooned in an deserted island is discounted.
SM is combined into 3 tenets which each are equally strong in expression in demand and each guards its position tenaciously.
A) Physical B) Emotion... C) Mental D) Spiritual sic sublime. If either domiantes, the relationship will fail. One party only have to indicate, the other party understands without recourse of anticipation and act. Or acknowledge the expression.
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