It is agian reality just slaps on my face. All these days or months I have been with these people, once their HR have been up, I try to contact any of them, it seems uncontactable. I wish to contact those people, ask them out, it seems they are nowhere to be found. However, It could be a bad sign or even a tell tale signs of human behaviours. Those people in my phone lists, they tried to assure that there will be a meetups. It had been the past one year, Since I last saw that few people. I choose not be on any others sides for the moments. It actually give me space to grow on my pace. Everytime, I would actually be a resourceful person, I knew I could. From places I went for social networking or to build my roads. From Orchestras, to exercise trainings, martial arts, toasmasters, BNI, 4PM, bands. i would build my energies on my achievements and my interests aand my own projects. Be more patiences. I still have places I wish to go though. I would build on my dreams rather than on people. If the people are along the way, then we shall be part of our journeys. I came to places just to seek for companionships or to see if people can be a team with me or I could be in their teams. Team spirits are stronger than any forms. Too much sorrows, heartaches I felt. Even if you laugh the loudest, it would be be crying inside. Came to the question on building long term friendships, common goal, common dream? Are friendships and business partners build just because you are on the good days and happy hours? If they are bad terms, would we be kenna bad-mouth. Actually i should not have demands on people, outsiders. When in a family or with relatives, I already seen that those who are blood-related have already gives you a black face, or choose to be in their silent mood with you. Some already foresake you.
Successful people will only tell me to replicate simple things. And it's true. Can we really withstand with the rich people? Follow the plan, follow the system. I knew I had not been following the plans and systems, thats why I ended up like that. Have I let people mistrust me due to my neligiences? I feel I got to handle myself well enough. Come to think of that, are we comrades or sisterhoods or even brotherhoods when we are in the same religions. Only those have done well, then they have more responsibilities. You knew me well enough, there lies my hurts. Those regimentation one have to follow. I got to learn to be more obedient. I wish to have more buddies that can be there. Afterall, I don't have the wealth yet. I am cultivating my mind, my body and my spirits.
I knew some people had try to be with me, by my side, always to guide me. Despite it is not the person's wish to actually be there, the person had try to rush down to present some stuffs to me. I knew the person is not interested in the activity. The person might be involved in others activities, or others programmes the person wanted to earn it's livings.
People who had the common goals, be it the religions, the workplaces, to be in the corporate ladders. I am still at the bottom, be it at the workplaces, religions.
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