Improvements

I must admit these days seeing the fast pace of people who do their stuffs. I am lacking behind though.People even of a younger generations who have their goals preparations way far ahead of me.People would want to travel to Europe for a living.Friends who already went abroad. Friends who came back here after several years for a short reunion.
Is it necessary to just stop for a while first, just time wouldn't stop for one another. The ordinary person who seemed to hope for a better improvements in the circumstances.
I stay put here, though I don't wish to. I love events and gatherings. I still love the fun and such that I could take pictures.Time don't allow one to actually make mistakes as one ages once again.
I wish to celebrate festivals and occassions though.Doing the decorations, balloons, parties in one's house. Hope to bring laughter to people who came my house. How I wish to have props, manjong sets.
People who actually trying to settle down. I often get reprimanded for my lack of knowledges, my considerations, things that I could handle.
I make friends online, ladies and guys. Sometimes if one is lucky, one could meet people who were willing to share their ideas, the business they are in. I guess you need not attend many events. 
My school days weren't any glories days nor my work life too. The only achievements I felt were that I can accept the failures.
Well, I guess I knew such that no matter whatever comes in the future, I could learn to handle independently. I need not share too much if I don't think is a necessary.